I began my debt free final journey last week. This week I find myself feeling a little stale, anticipatory, and anxious. Why?
Because I want to take another step. I want to take several steps, in fact. And I want to be at the end already.
Yep - having the "are we there yet" moment. I know I can only move as quickly as each payday gets here. I understand that I have to be patient and work each step as it is meant to be.
I am impatient with myself.
The second step on my journey is a week away.
It's not any farther away than it is at this very moment, and as each moment passes, I get closer to the next step.
Progress is being made. Discovery of self takes place every day.
However, I am impatient with the waiting at this very moment. Probably because I can now check my balance on line each day if I want to.
I'm about to start the busiest week of my life. Studying and volunteering and working for a week straight will mean I have just enough energy at the end of the day to sleep and start again.
Next payment amount scheduled for my debt is $865.50 + the amount of extra money I made last week.
I am VERY impatient myself... even though I have a lot of steps left (somewhere in the realm of 1.5 years +). I just try to not focus on how much there is left by looking at where I was last year. That usually keeps me distracted long enough to drop the topic!
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ReplyDeleteJust dropping by from Cindy's blog. Good luck on your journey to being debt-free!
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